Kevin was struggling, nothing was going right, and he was not sure if he wanted to continue. However, no matter how hard he tried to give it up, the pull, the…the…the what? That’s it! Perhaps if he could decipher, dig to the heart of the matter, and understand why it drew him so powerfully and frequently against his will, then he could stop, walk away, and be free. For this beast of an attraction was not like any of his other time sucking moderation challenged indulgences. It was a megalith compared to the others. In both its sway and duration. Kevin was doomed.