I will not tell you why, however it seems that today is a turning point, a fresh start, or some such thing. Kind of like that trite saying, today is the first day of the rest of your life. I never understood it growing up, but I get it now, even if it still rubs me the wrong way with its cuteness.
Still, the big question is, what am I going to do about it. I mean, now that I am free of an unhealthy burden I should not have been carrying, am I going to just sit reveling in the buoyancy, or am I going to push off in a new direction?
It is not as simple as one might imagine. For you see, I have been trying, for quite a good while, to discern what it is in life that I really really want, and after many ponderings, examinings of this and that, and discarding of the impractical, all I have managed to come up with is that in all I do, I want to be right with God.
Golly gee willikers, am I toast. I couldn’t pick something easy, like water color, or cliff diving, no it had to be this…..impossible.
And then He reminds me.
“With men it is impossible, but not with God; for with God all things are possible.”
Sigh…so it seems that I will be reveling in the Lord and following His direction.
And then with great trepidation she says, Bring it on!