It moved me Bob

“For the dark places of the earth are full of the haunts of cruelty.”

No reason for the above quote from proverbs other than the truth of it just resonates deep for me. I guess because it makes me so very thankful for grace; to be living in the light.

For the Spirit of light is a constant within, softly illuminating, no matter how thick the surround of darkness.

Nevertheless, it is time to make some changes in my life, because for far too long I have been pinioned by my fears.

The fear of being lost and alone in the unknown,

The fear of the cruelty of humanity,

The abject fear of failure.

Then just the other day, the consideration of non-existence skittered across my mind. Briefly yes, but shocking nonetheless.

At first I laughed, then I cried, what can I say, it moved me Bob ๐Ÿ…

This has never happened consciously before, and I truly have no intention or desire to end my sojourn here on earth, but still, I cannot, and should not, ignore this anomaly.

Thus it is time.

Forย I am ready.

I am willing.

I am wanting.

I am not sure how.

I am not sure where.

But I must, and buts are the pivots of life.

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