50:15 Let Sleeping Thoughts Lie

15) The most difficult decision?

What a horrible question. Like the most embarrassing moment one. It would be distressing mental busy work, this rehashing of the past.

Besides, I don’t make difficult decisions. I have the very intolerable habit of letting Time make them for me, and unfortunately, Time frequently doesn’t do a very good job of it either.

Still, wouldn’t it be lovely, to be decisive and productive….sigh

I would of course like to add, that there was a period not to long ago, when I made decision after decision after decision. And you know what, I was thwarted at every turn, an obstacle of immovable size would smash into my path, doors were looked, windows were slammed. You get the gist.

Finally I admitted defeated and turned to God, and He said be still. Not now. Wait.

So anyway, I am waiting, waiting for what, I am not sure, but one thing I am sure of is that God will tell Time when He is good and ready, and Time will eventually tell me.


6 thoughts on “50:15 Let Sleeping Thoughts Lie

  1. Such an interesting perspective, Belinda, and one I share. There are times when every door slams shut on my decision and everything in one big aggravating obstacle. And there are times when every door swings open and my trip down the road flows almost without effort. The trick, for me, is recognizing early on which road I’m on, so I can stop before I’m too invested in the looming disaster. There is no harm in waiting for the right time. πŸ™‚

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